Night Dawn..

It’s 12:20 in the night,24 may of 2022..

Laying on my bed,with smooth wind blowing through my rooms window.Drazzling of water dropes outside can be heard soo clearly from here..It’s a kind of unknown nostalgia,this feeling and this pleasant smell of rain is like dragging me towards a different part of my thoughts..a peaceful one.I am getting my mind blanked out again and again.i can’t open my eyes for a while because of the scattered white light of the lamppost on the road just outside my house.So i better closed my eyes.And i can feel the two different world at the same time but with the same beautiful essence of peace.Its feels like going through mountain, passing through river, going through woollen clouds and sitting on rock while watching the sun going down slowly…I want this to feel many times but this is something that we can’t feel Just like that sadly,but this feeling has its own beauty

Sometimes it feels like i have to pay much for this peace and sometimes it feels like i am paying for getting this peace.And Getting stuck in between these two thoughts at once,is a moment which is not worth paying…

I feel, becoming Helping soul of someone’s sorrow life is results in Lossing peace of our own, in Happy moments of that particular person.As you will be reminder of a eternal peace along with the memories of those bad days for that person.Feels like Destiny made your importance to be felt when things are down.Sometimes it feels Great to be such important person for that another person but it is also the same reason which makes us feel lonely inside….